#self

I feel lonely even on here anymore……..

I wish I had someone who understood what I am going through…it’s hard to stay strong with one person supporting you. Though I know it’s better then none….It still sucks because sometimes they don’t understand……i just want someone that understand my issues….whatever they are

it isnt even worth living…..all i do is quit. or fail or just die….i want to just ends this im so sick of this….

I give up. I’m done fighting this battle.

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I’m waiting for you to get sick of me. To the point where you don’t want anything to do with me anymore. Just like the rest…i don’t want you to end that way i really don’t but im so scared you will neglect me and leave just like everyone else did….

mhhhhhhm

mhhhhhhm

Like it matters, no one will show up if i did a birthday party. I’m to antisocial anymore.

Basically my life. 

Basically my life. 

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Hey, follow my blog. I Follow back. I am a black and White blog (mostly unless something awesome comes up) and i tend to upload depressing and sad updates and photos. heres my link http://aprylllarabee.tumblr.com/ GO follow please 

Well thank you so much for fucking ruining my fucking plans…i was looking forward to that so much….but you know what its not even worth it anymore.. thanks for fucking up and making me upset once again.

Yeah your right…..You are right i should die………..

I feel Numb and Invisable today. I feel like if someone touches me i wont feel it….Don’t know if its the weather or my depression or what. Its scaring me though.

I hate when people tell me i look fat and ugly it makes me feel more more shitty then i did before….