#cut

You know that moment when you really just need someone…anyone to talk to….but no one is there……..yeah welcome to my world 24/7……

I feel lonely even on here anymore……..

I wish I had someone who understood what I am going through…it’s hard to stay strong with one person supporting you. Though I know it’s better then none….It still sucks because sometimes they don’t understand……i just want someone that understand my issues….whatever they are

Ask me questions

I’ll answer anything.

it isnt even worth living…..all i do is quit. or fail or just die….i want to just ends this im so sick of this….

I have never ever fully meant this but i hate you. With such a burning passion i have done everything for you and you don’t do anything in return. Your my parents for god say aren’t you supposed to help your child not just let them sit there and basically drowned in there own sadness. I hate you both so much. The one person that actually tries to help me and your trying to keep me from him. Fuck you guys. I love him and he is the only one that seems to give a damn about my well being. I fucking hate you both. I hope you realize what your doing. You wont until i leave and then you may not even realize what you have done. I hope you die alone and realize that you should have been nicer to me you should have listened to me you should have fucking TRIED TO HELP not make it worse!!!!

This is starting to kill me slowly, why are you so ashamed of the way i dress and act. My Own parents…i just feel soo….hated right now.

I give up. I’m done fighting this battle.

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I hate this pain…i just want to end it…fucking please can i end it…

I’m waiting for you to get sick of me. To the point where you don’t want anything to do with me anymore. Just like the rest…i don’t want you to end that way i really don’t but im so scared you will neglect me and leave just like everyone else did….

mhhhhhhm

mhhhhhhm

Like it matters, no one will show up if i did a birthday party. I’m to antisocial anymore.

Basically my life. 

Basically my life. 

She’s Emo? You would to if you know what she has been threw. She is Anorexic? You would to if you got called fat everyday. She’s A Whore? She made one mistake and it has cost her her reputation. She’s Loud? She is invisible at home, and wants to be heard. She is A Geek? She just want to help out her poor family. She is Ugly? Tell me what is your definition of pretty? You don’t know there story. So Don’t Judge it.

She’s Emo? You would to if you know what she has been threw. She is Anorexic? You would to if you got called fat everyday. She’s A Whore? She made one mistake and it has cost her her reputation. She’s Loud? She is invisible at home, and wants to be heard. She is A Geek? She just want to help out her poor family. She is Ugly? Tell me what is your definition of pretty? You don’t know there story. So Don’t Judge it.